In My Life Today..

Im sorry i havent been on!

2008-07-02T10:50:00.000-07:00

Kay
Let me update you all..

1.I'm out of school and as soon as i pass SUMMER SCHOOL i get to be a freshman.. Yay for me.

2. Alex and Steve got Married!

3. This one just happened! Justin and Lizzy MIGHT have broken up. I say might because this comes from and unreliable source. Poor Justin.. I hear Liz broke up with him.. that's got to really hurt.. But with every slammed door a window is open or so I hear.

4. I am an admin Of a New popular club.. Its called The Rumiko Takahashi Club. Is dedicated to all of her works big and small. Like InuYasha, One-Pound gospel, Mermaid flesh, Ranma 1/2 and others. you can find it at http://rumikotakahashi-club.deviantart.com/
And My other club that i just started About supporting all fan art on deviant. [but isn't really doing a good job] Http://iloveallfanart.deviantart.com/

Of course they all can be found on my favorite site for art http://DeviantArt.com Join up!

Ohh and please try to check out me page! You can find a link to it below in the previous journal. Click on the picture people!

ILY!
Tammy

DA

2008-05-19T15:31:00.000-07:00

Below is the link to my Deviant page.
It has some pretty pictures that I
drew and I was wondering if you would
want to check that out.

owatonna Jr high vandilized.

2008-05-13T14:54:00.000-07:00

OMG! Scary! Aha! I'm gonna get shot.

Three class rooms broken into at school.
Three laptops stolen.
Every thing in the Spanish room was thrown all over papers riped up and the room it plain old trashed.
I hear that 5 people were involved. Three high school students And Two Jr high students.
Graffiti written on the walls.
It said:"Black power!" "Kill white people!" "Fuck school."

Some people think that the white people are gonna get shot but who knows?If any one is gonna get shot it's gonna be me. ] = Sad i know you don't wanna see me go. But shit happens.Well if anything does happen you know who it is that shot me. Not white people ( If a white did this it'd say "White Power!") Not a Mexican ( If they did it they would have Written "Mex power!" Or something around those lines) But a black person. And one giant indicator.... Black power... kill white people.This is why school has become so scary. Last year they beat me up for not saying any thing. Two months ago they threatened me. And today they threaten us a a whole.

I Sign off as a heroine. Not for saving people, but for something so simple as going to school witch has become quite scary.

Goodbye America for i may never see you again.

NOTE: I know not all "blacks" are like they are described here, the ones who did this to my school have scared the living shit out of my community. And I'm sorry if i made any one offended by this

2008-05-10T16:51:00.001-07:00

I have to say something about my best friend kayt.

um fucking um... fuckin um um like fuckin um um fuckin um um like um. You are like on of the only people i can acctully talk to. You bring the spice to my predictable life. If it was jsut kev court brenna dad mum & todd [plus numerious people at school] life would still be pretty boring. My parents say you bring the worst out im me but who said thats a bad thing? Ever one need to get in trouble once in a whille it brings out your charater. [witch i probably have to much of, but how cares] Any way you rock and i love you.

100 things ill never do, EVER.

2008-05-02T16:46:00.000-07:00

TOP 100 THINGS YOU WONT SEE ME DO EVER.

1.become a world famous ice sculpter
2.say, "And how does that make you feel?" whenever anyone tells me anything for a whole day.

3.tie a knott in a cherry stem with my tongue
4.join the girls swim team

5.play with a bop-it for 8 hours

6.get a job at Subway

7.release a CD

8.get a little fake heart tattoo on my butt

9.do an outstanding "Alvin The Chipmunk" impression
10.square dance
11.try to hypnotize myself

12.tell a mr.t that his body is a wounderland

13.use the word 'disestablishmentarianism' in normal conversation
14.use my moms purpul razor cell phone to order a Veggie dealite pizza

15.take a pregnancy test for the hell of it
16.drink a whole gallon of lemonade and see how long until i have to go potty.

17.watch an anime and think its stupid

18.draw things that i dotn want to

19.giggle and tell justin that he is silly

20.make a secret shrine to Opra

21.do a runway walk down the streets of Owatonna&montgomery wearing nothing but black leather pants , and a bikini top.
22. say i love you to an ugly person and not laugh
23.declare that nothing comes between me and my bananna chips.
24.submit 'Uzumaki Orange' as a color idea for Crayola
25.Run like David Hasslehof down a beach
26.Save the world from a space alien attack.

27.Eat fudge dohnuts with the president.

28.Utter the word "fabulous!"

29.Buy the morning-after pill at a local chemist.

30.Buy a pet cat and call him Shnukums.
31.Dance and sing with Barney.

32.Write a Chrisrmas list to Santa.

33.Get breast implants

34.Help an elderly person cross the street.

35.Ask for directions.

36.Design the world's first ever hover car and become the next Bill Gates.

37.Become America's Next Top Model.

38.Join the Backstreet Boy's fanclub.

39.Say “I’m getting sick of ramen I want to eat something else.”

40.Get a perfect score on an IQ test

41.Try to fly to the moon

42.Become a porn star

43.Get a car and become a NASCAR racer

44.Become emo because ramen was ‘discontinued’

45.Sing ‘I feel like a natural woman’ in the shower

46. Prove santa is real and lives in peru with the Eskimos

47.Jump on a roof and scream “RUNAWAY!!! THE KILLER KIRA IS HERE!!!” to the town

48.Go on man vs. wild and come out alive

49.use my pirate skills to hi-jack a car

50.Become a scientist

51.Every time someone talks to him puts his hand in their face and say ’talk to the hand’

52.Take up a new love for come come paradise

53.tell Justin to get some Effxor[xr]

54.Be so hyper that Cassie is forced to tell me to get some Riddlin

55.Randomly yell that the voices won't leave me alone.

56.Shout random complicated words.(ie inconspicuous; antidisestablishmentarianism)

57.Spell them out loud.

58.Use a fake British accent

59. Cross my eyes and mumble “Chocolate monkeys are eating my brain…”

60.start talking like a prep

61. Break a bone

62. Play the dating game and lose

63. Hug a random kid because he used “please and thank you”

64. Drink a soda and say “Eek! I can feel the bubbles in intestines!”

65. Say “Dude… I just dropped acid and watched Planet of the Apes… It was sweet. You should try it…

66. Join a Conga like to the Song “White Boy"

67. Think Super-man is the Hottest ever

68. Throw a party when i get my period

69.Stab myself and shout “I’m sooo frigen EMO!”

70. Develop a new crush every Week

71. Point at Shippou and yell “FOX DEAMON!!!!!!” then run away screaming like a little girl

72. Tell Harry Potter that he has anger issues

73. Get fat

74. Hand out fliers for “Save the children”

75. ride off into the sunset

76. have a perfect life

77. tell the world what she really thinks about

78. puke on purpous

79. break in to dance while being yelled at by my dad

80. say i love you to mrs. buckwald

81. tell every one exactly how much i hate them

82. hate animals

83. pick my nose

84. not blog about stuff no-one cares about

85. decide numa-numa is not the funniest shit ever

86. hit on a fat kid

87. not love my boyfriend

88. watch power rangers

89. tell everyone that the only way in hel that chuck norris got ripped like that is that he got plastic surgery

90. not love my hometown

91. never tell anyone how much i hate mr.bush

92. lick the cat and tell it that im its mother

93. make my friends to call me Miss Temptation

94. decide anime is bad.

95. hate all that is chuck norris

96. not watch inuyasha deathnote bleach fma and nartuo

97. never dye my hair

98. insist that i was born with red white and blue hair because im a true american

99. pick montian dew over pepsi

100.forgive myself for writing this stupid thing and wasting so much time i could have been using to draw!

2008-04-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

H EY!
I'm in english class right now and were looking up greek gods and heros .
I think thats what im supposta be doing right now but yeah it just dosnt sound fun to me so i decided to blog.
Fun huh?

Lol any way so yeah what da fix is up america havnt talked to you in a while let me bring you up to date on every thing.

Kayt- im friends with her again.
Bf- i have a new one, his name is luke!
Hair- i staightend it today :P
School- i have to go to summer school
Courtney- is taking her drivers test today.
Todd- is acting really nice compared to normal but i mean common he DID just lose his wife [my grandma] and he deserves to be pissed at the world like he is.
kevin-has summer school too.

Pink

2008-04-15T15:31:00.000-07:00

AH!
I Dyed my hair a funny color.

It Is PINK

And i love it Its great.

Check out my picture Its of my with my new hair!

2008-03-31T11:22:00.000-07:00

I got a new haircut!

Its like way cute!

Im sorry that i avent been blogging for a while i got preoccupided.
ill wirte more later but we just got out of school early because its sleeting outside..
can you belive it.. wow its like not that time of year any more...
i want it to be spring already..
well tecanly it is but it sure doesnt feel like it is.
I was on spring brake lasy week and it snowed... rewind the whole week for me..
gr.

well i g2g ill tell you more about it tonight

2008-03-13T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hey There!

Today i am going on a feild trip to see the play the giver. And after that we are going to go to burnsvill mall to eat and shop. :)

Possibly just shop.

And Yea. We have to dress up for it too so i am wearing a little black dress thats like really cute, i got it at kols.
And yea so idk.
My tummy really hurts so i think that i will go eat something b4 i leave.

Lov

2008-03-11T14:23:00.000-07:00

Hey!

Whats up!
Im watching the 70's show right now at my house.
And yelling at my dog to shut the hell up, because someone has to fucking play right outside our house and just like stay right in view of him.Gir people make me mad!!

I have the munchies right now... *Leaves To Eat Some Thing*

Yum.. Okay now im happy.
Will Some one remind me to have brenda write me a note for gym tomarro?
Thx Lov!

2008-03-11T08:22:00.000-07:00

Heyy
Whats up America ?
Rights now i am sitting in my 2nd hour study hall and i got bored so i decided to type my blog up!
so im supposta be doing homework but that is like tottaly boring. so yea...

im sitting next to Derek
Say hello to America Derek!

Derek:Hey dude!! (:

Any ways...
i think ill go on jibjab to find a joke ill tell you it later.

Here is some yo mamma jokes!

Yo mama so fat when her beeper goes off, people thought she was backing up
Yo mama so fat her nickname is "Lardo"Yo mama so fat she eats Wheat Thicks.Yo mama so fat were in her right nowYo mama so fat people jog around her for exerciseYo mama so fat she went to the movies and sat next to everyoneYo mama so fat she has been declared a natural habitat for CondorsYo mamma so fat you haveta roll over twice to get off her...Yo mama so fat she was floating in the ocean and spain claimed her for then new worldYo mama so fat she lay on the beach and people run around yelling Free WillyYo mama so fat when you get on top of her your ears pop!Yo mama so fat when she has wants someone to shake her hand, she has to give directions!Yo mama so fat she goes to a resturant, looks at the menu and says "okay!"Yo mama so fat when she wears a yellow raincoat, people said "Taxi!"Yo mama so fat she had to go to Sea World to get baptizedYo mama so fat she got to iron her pants on the drivewayYo mama so fat she put on her lipstick with a paint-roller

2008-03-07T16:47:00.000-08:00

Hey There America!

The good:That Drama whore, is officially not going to have thee privilage of me talking to her any more.
She didnt sit at MY table today, thus every one was like way happier,wonder why?
She left school today early so all my classes had a joyful bounce.

The Bad:she told safa i was talking shit about her and now am likely to get my ass kicked.
And the thing is that i didnt say jack shit bout her.

Lighter note: Im on [adultswim]'s website right now and im playing candy mountain massacre.
My Bff is comming over this weekend. [i hope]

The heroes and herione

2008-03-04T18:53:00.000-08:00

With all My ...
Drama @ school
Grades
Family life
and my own metal issues
Clearly in the Crapper in my life.
(Except for my wonderful bf)

I feel the need to take time out of my schedule to talk about some persons with my respect. My few heroes.

My dad.
He is always there for me and he always cares. He has found me bloody and beat in from life, and then he found a way to rescue me. He has always cared about me. And he always will, He is my super hero. He is the life boat and i am the drowning person . The Spongebob to my Patrick. I wouldn't be able to get along with out him and I think it is right to say that he cant get along with out me.

My grandma.
She taught me to fish, tie my shoe, to write my name. She is your modern day Heroine. She let my mother brother and me in to her house when we had no were Else to go. She wasn't afraid to get dirty. She hunted, fished, and trapped. She is a tomboy. She taught me that it doesn't matter if your a girl she can still do anything a lot better than most guys. She taught me to love animals and nature. She is the water to my fish. The shrek to my donkey.

Brett Favre.
He is a perfect example of the American dream. He was a small town kid, with nothing but dreams. He did the seemingly impossible, he made it pro. He gives me hope that one day i can make it big in any thing I want to. He is my inspiration.

Drama Whore is her name.

2008-03-02T18:07:00.000-08:00

You know what I hate about being a teen?
Its not my dad.
Not my mom.
Not my step mom.
Not my little brother.
Not even my step sister.

It is people I call Drama Whores.
They blow every little detail out of proportion.

Example:
Lets say your bff likes this guy.
You and him are friends from church.
You have no love interest in him.
Lust or other wise.
(partly because he is ugly and mostly because you have a boyfriend.)
You laugh at his jokes.
You sometimes say hello to him while passing in the hallway.
And the Drama Whore freaks out at you because she thinks you have a thing for the guy your bff is crushing on . She calls you pathetic she bitches about you never being able to let your friend have the guy for once. She asks why you cant let your bff be happy for once why you cant just play nice.

Lets say This particular Drama Whore just happens to be your other best buddy.
what would you do?
Would you say WHAT THE FUCK to her by having her read a blog about herself ?
I just might.

life

2008-02-26T15:24:00.000-08:00

The past couple of months, I have been a prisoner of my own existence.
Trapped by time and by this thing that is more of less my life
My grandma has died from small cell lung cancer (the worst kind)
My depression pills don't seem to be working any more.
I still go to my dead grandmothers house every other weekend to visit my mother.
Who by the way is a nervous wreck because today I found out that is in the hospital due to some heart problems that i don't even know about. And for stress testing. My mom says he wont die but i cant trust her no one even told her that her own mother would die in less than 6 months, i mean damn I'm 14 and I knew about it before her so I had to tell my mom that her mother, my loving caring sweet grandmother would die in 6 months. And when we were up in the hospital saying goodbye to grandma. Papa Lenny promised that wouldn't die and that he would be there for me for a really long time. And him being in the hospital right now is like scaring me. I hope with all my being that he will be okay.